Already gone??

I saw u...
at "there"...quite close distance...
i pretend to not saw u...
i noe u saw me...
for twice...i noe it...
but i have to pretend not saw u...
besides i have to be happi infront frend and myself...
i not expect i will have tis feel when see u...
Y?i also dunno...
ur heart dont have me...
my heart cant have u...
I wanna let u in my heart actually...
But,u not let me have the chance...
So,i dowan let myself fall in this kind of problem...
cz, the person who suffer, only me rite?
ur heart,wont care that im sad or not...
i not really understand you,same as u not understand me...
u thought im that kind of gal,not serious in love,
i thought u is very selfish and obstinacy boy...
we never try to believe...
everyday,i wish tat our situation will change...
but seem dosent work,and we seldom saw each other,
so i dint hope much bout tat...
isit our opportunity to noe more each other will gone soon?
if will gone,i will not try to catch it,just will feel bedrudge...
what about u?i not dare to tink it...
u will go soon...isit mean that our fate end when the time u go?
I feel so complicated now...
who can help me?pls...it was quite pain...
HAIxxx...